The story all started for me everything that I do today It all started when I was about 17 years old I was getting panic attacks three to four times a week I had unbelievable anxiety every single day of every single minute.
Depression got so bad to the point where it was suicide, suicidal depression, and I was constantly thinking about just ending my life and the many different ways I could go about doing that.
And one day I just I’m sitting on my couch in my home at the time and I’m just like going over all these ways of ending my life because anybody’s been depressing.
One has been suicidally depressed.
They just have this unrelenting despair in this thought that there’s hopelessness all the time, you can’t get out of it.
It’s just like you’re stuck in this unbelievable rut, and there’s no even sensor or way of vision for you to think of getting out of it.
And that’s what I was in for such a long period of time sitting on my couch one day, and going over all these ways of venting my life, and I just kind of, like something inside me like, snapped and was like, I jumped out of like, out of the couch and put my foot down, essentially, and decided that I have to figure out what’s going on or I really am going to end up killing myself, you know, I probably won’t make it another month or two doing this.